About The Answer

There's too many question in my head. There's still the thing that blur in my eyes. Often I found the action doesn't match with this feeling. There's too many thing that misunderstand. There's too many thing that isn't clear

I want to find the answer. But i don't know where to find it. I’m curious about it, but I think I'm not really wanted to know. ‘Cause there's still a doubt, there's still worry. I'm afraid if the answer isn't like what i expect. I'm afraid if the answer will make me disappointed.

If only that question is like mathematics, although there’s more than one method, but there’s only one answer that right. But my question is too complicated. And I don’t know where’s the way that I should walk is. There’s too many reason why this all happened. And maybe there’s still other reason that I didn’t know.

If only I can see what they did behind that wall. If only I can hear what they say in their heart. If only I can read their mind. But I’m just human with all my lack and my limit.

It’s all about the time. I just want to believe in Heaven, that there's a time when i found the answer. The time when this heart can accept that all. The time when there's no doubt anymore. All I can do now is try my best and pray for the best.